I am back into chapter 8 and again, it is 1-2 steps ahead, 1-2 steps back. I hate to admit it but sometimes I think my interest is waning a bit. I don't feel the same drive as in the beginning and it seems that I am getting to the work later and later each day. It makes me feel a little sad to think that I may be failing at this and that I will not be able to be a paid developer. After all, I have been at it 7.5 months and I am still not near doing my own app.
I do understand a lot of it but in no way, shape, or form can I create something without the help of a guide. It stinks. I feel so stupid and can't comprehend why it is just not sinking in.
Well, regardless, I am on page 257 of the book. Not even half way and it has been like 2 months already. So frustrated. Now I am in a section where I have been prewarned that things are going to be tough. Joy to the world.
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